when ever a problem accur, i will definately run away. i just dont know why. i run, run as far as i can. just to get away from it and forget about it. i wish i had a place where i can go and reflect and think about the things i have done, but i dont. the only place i can think about is the park right outside pikky's house. sitting at the bench and just feel emotionless. it is like a place where everything gets forgotten yet everything that reminds me of whatever it is, is so near.

after talking to a long lost friend that i havent met in quite awhile, it really shows how cowardly i am. just running away everytime something bad happens. i regret doing so.

only God can judge me. only i can be who i am.

rick.